shadi ke khabar ke aaspaas thoda aur tmie deta hun... un dinno jab mujhe shadi ke baare me pata chal gaya... to main ghabraa gaya kyunki abhi ham 2 bhai badi muskil se rahnaa start kiye the ki tabhi ek aur kharch badhane ki baari aa gayi thi.
Wahaan 10k ghar kaa kiraya tha... aur biwi ke aane ke baad amine aaj tak kissi ko dosto ke saath rahte hue nahi dekha tha... to us hisab se main apni biwi se ye expect nahi kar sakataa tha ki wo esake wiprit kuch kare.
to 10k kaa kharch to makaan kaa hi hoga.. upar se ham 2 bhai bahut kanjooshi me.. naukraani kaa paisa bhi baat kar... khaane ke paise me ghaplaa karke kissi tarah apna kharch chala raha tha... maheene ke 15 - 20 yahi kamaa paaya tha.... haan serial ke episode likhane waalo ke 80k aur 1lakh ke cheque ki baat sun chuka tha.
to man tha ki kaheen waisa bhi ho jaayega to badhiya ho jaayega... lekin mujhe kaam kaun dega aur ata bhi to nahi hai.,.. to darate darate baat karta lekin kahin koi kaam nahi.... serial aur film me ad banane ka to main sochataa hi nahi tha.... kyunki usame 7k se lekar 25k yahi salary sunane ko mili thi... haan kuch log corporate films aur chief assistant ban gaye the... lekin main jo ek set se nikala huaa tha usake to kaheen lagane ke chance bahut kam the.
shadi najdeek aati gayi aur mere gale ke pas fanda kastaa jaa raha tha... yahaan sab kuch haath pair maarane ke baad bhi paise itne banate hue nahi dikh rahe the jisase khushi se raha jaa sake.
Khushi ko bhi yahaan define kartaa hun... ab hotel me khana... aur ladkiyo ke mahnge kapde khareedana.,.. aur phir ghar me kuch furniture and electronic... ye sab to mujhe jaroor hona chahiye wali category me thi... lekin main dubbing ke kaam me waapas jaakar bhi utnaa paisa nahi kamaa saktaa tha... serial writing me kuch kaam nahi mil raha tha... novel likh kar dekh chukla tha ki usako main nahi padhunga to aur kaun padhega.
saare senior writers ko phone nahi lagayaa hounga... lekin kaaphi ko phone kar diya tha... magar baat hoti thi bas kaam nahi mil raha tha.
ladki se baat hoti... aur phone kaa billl badhtaa jaa raha tha... itnaa bill to saayad maine usake pahale apni poori jindagi me jitni baat ki hogi usame bhi nahi kharch kiye honge.
upar se jab Gunjan baat karte samay hamesha hi bata deti ki wo kaheen ghumane nikli hai... dosto ke saath hia... aur usake kyaa kyaa shauk hai... en sab shauk se ek baat samajh me aa rahi thi ki ename se kuch mere bhi shauk the jinako main poora nahi kar paa raha tha.
to main Gunjan kaa shauk kaise poora karunga?? --- essi udher bun me meri saari taakat lagi hui thi.. phir maine ek din Virendra Shahaney ke yahaan job chod diya... kyunki mujhase kuch ho nahi raha tha aur main es bharoshe baitha hua tha ki wo kuch kaam laayenge to main to unake saath likh hi lunga. main 1 maheena aur job karta to muskil se 10k aur banate... yaa 20k lekin usase kuch hota nahi..
mujhe lagane lagaa tha ki main kaheen fans to nahi jaaunga... yahaan career choice aur apne upar kaaphi doubts hone lage... ek aur taajub ki baat thi ki Gunjan ke ghar waalo ke baare me jitna sunataa utnaa hi wo ameer lagate..... aur upar se usake aur mere ghar me ho rahe jhagade... waise main apne shadi ki kahani bataane lagaa.... filmo kaa safar batata hun.
to maine sab kuch chod kar... ye bhool kar ki kyaa hoga... apne 20k rupaye ke kapade khareed kar shadi ke liye chal diya.... ek aur doubt jo sath hi chal raha tha ki main sahi ladki se shadi to kar raha hun... kyunki love marriage aur arranged marriage kaa fark tab samajh aane laga tha.
ek me main ladki ko nahi jaantaa tha... aur apni sthiti ko dekh kar apne fanshane kaa dikh raha tha... maine apni ek girlfriend jisane mere I love you kaa reply I love you me diya tha... and I can call her one love.. and there was one way... but that case is different.. & I just gave thoughts to that aur agar wo stable hoti to saayad main jumop kar jata.... but she has lots of problems of her own and not even ready to move along.
ye ham dono ke beech sirf ek thought par hi rah gaya tha.
to meri jo sabase young girlfriend thi jisake saath maine kaaphi saare wo kaam kiye to jo bahut saare romantic movie ko mila diyaa jaaye jisame first love and innocent love ko define yaa phir bechane ki koshish ki gayi hai. to wo sab hamane kiyaa tha.
wahaan mila aur apne kai dosto se mila... ye samajhne ke liye ki jeevan me paise kamaane kaa aur kaun raasta hai... lekin saayad kuch se hi mila aur saayad unase hi mila jinako main jaantaa tha ki wo mere jaise hai... yaa phir wo jahaan hai wahaan se main bhi start kar saktaa hun.
lekin jaankar pata chala ki mera sochana galat tha.... first ki main har kaam sirf future security ke liye dhundh raha tha.... main clear nahi tha ki mujhe kyaa karnaa hai aur usake baare me industry information lun.
anyways acha experience raha... aur samajh me aaya ki sab mujhase bahut achi life jee rahe hai.... shadi ke pahale nahi aate the koi baat nahi lekin agar shadi ke baad kabhi aa gaye to kyaa main aur meri biwi us jaise gharo me unakaa swaagat karenge.
saayad wo phir kabhi hamlogo ke ghar laut kar bhi nahi aate.... aur main unake chehre par wo feeling soch kar hi darr jata tha... lekin raasta ab bhi kuch nahi tha.
mumbai waapas aaya aur yahaan aane ke pahale sabako ye bol diyaa ki bhai itne kaa job dilaa do... waise wo itnaa maine kabhi define nahi kiyaa tha... maine 35k max kamaaye the.... aur doosaro ko 50k banaate hue saamne dekh chuka tha.
to ye tha ki bhaai aisa kuch ho jo us 50 tak jaata ho to kaam ban jaayega.... aur phir shadi karke Gunjan ko Mumbai laya.... aur yahaan par hamane shadi ke baad ke kuch din bataaye... Mantu ek baar Gunjan ko Marine lines kitna ameer hai aur wahaan kitne bade log rahte hai... bata raha tha.... wahaan kai logo ko maine kapade pahale aur gaadi se utarte dekha aur mere ankho ke saamne us din wo mussebat phir dikhane lagaa... ki main kabhi itna ameer nahi ban paaunga.
lekin ye baat sach hai... ki unaki umar me main waise nahi jee paaunga... .kyunki ek to meri wo umar gujar chuki thi... aur utnaa paisa kamaane me mujhe waqt lagega... lekin ek din Unnat ko dekhkar khush ho saktaa hun... mujhe aise log dekhane chahiye jo mere jaise background se uth kar aaye aur yahaan mehnat aur imaandaari yaa gairimaandaari se wahaan pahunch gaye jahaan main pahunchna chaahunga.
to esase badhiya kuch hoga hi nahi....
khair us samay itni akal nahi thi... marine lines par aise kuch jagah the jahaan par main jana shaan samajhtaa tha... lekin us din Gunjan ko main wahaan nahi le jaa paaya.
aur us din mani pareshan ho gaya tha... mere paas ke paise khatam ho rahe the... aur Gunjan ko Varanashi pahunchana tha... aur usake baad bhi kuch paise hone chahiye the jisase kaam chal sake.
Virendra Shahaney ke yahaan kaa 10k kaa job bhi jaa chuka tha... ab us job ko maine doosara job liye bina kaise jaane diyaa... ye pareshan karne lagi... unake yahan wo 10k waala kaam bhi nahi mila.
Kai writers se baat karne ke baad Sampoorna Anand ke yahaan kaam mila... unhone 15 days ke probation par rakha.. esase pahale bhi probation par kaam kar chukaa tha to yakin tha probation nikal jaayega... main unaki story meeting attend karne laga.... wo kyaa discuss kar rahe the wo samajh hi nahi aata tha to usame main contribute kyaa karun...
unhone mujhe ye baat 2 din baad hi bata diya... ganeemat thi ki unhone mujhe ek screenplay sample --- ussi serial ke liye likhane ko diyaa... wo bhi unahe pasand nahi aaya... aur finally unhone pyaar se mujhe jaane ke liye kah diya.
us din meri fatt gayi thi... lagtaa tha ki koi kaam dega hi nahi.... jin senior writers se main baat kar raha tha wo sab umeed jagaate lekin aage ki baat karte the. umeed ke sahare makni tikaa tha lekin fatt rahi thi.... maine doosare raaste jo IIT coaching to Software yaa phir IIT aapas research karne ki taraf ishara kar rahe the.
maine maan liya tha ki agar mera film industry me kuch nahi ho paaya.... wo bhi kaheen se 50k... us samay mere liye yakin ki baat nahi thi ki mujhe itne paise mil sakte hai.
phir ek din Charmaine ne bataya ki Fireworks Aahat serial ke liye writers dhundh rahi hai... maine wahaan ke liye ek kahani likhi aur unako bhej dia... unase ek baar milane bhi gaya aur wo bhi theek thaak saa hi laga.
usako dene ke saath hi maine lapataganj me bhi kuch try maara tha.... yaa to ek episode ki kahani likh kar bheja tha -- i think yahi tha. Ab esake sia mujhe koi rasta nahi dikh raha tha... aur mani Pune chala gaya... wahaan jaakar dosto ke saath raha -- unaki sharaab aur cigarette.
kabhi kabhi lagtaa tha ki kyaa yahi mere ache dost hai... kyunki ye mujhe pilaate yaa bardaast karte hai... es baat ko to main aaj tak nahi samajh paya.
definition of friendship.
wahaan par jab tha to Lapataganj se bhi milane ko bulaya gaya aur fireworks se bhi... mujhe khushi fireworks ki thi ki wahan job type kaam tha... lekin ussi din mera pair toot gaya... aur main Mumbai nahi aa paya.... bahut pachtaa raha tha ki aakhir ye pair ko bhi abhi tootana tha.. meri baat par wo yakin nahi karenge aur meri job chali jaayegi.... tat episode is also good... ki main kitna pareshan hokar socha raha tha.. apne har ek baat ko sateek tareeke se rakhne ki koshish... jo huaa tha wo naa bata kar wo bataaun jisase sympathy aaye, mani bewakooph naa lagun.
waise ye sach to bahut kam logo ko bataya gaya ki aakhir pair sahi me kaise toota hai... usake baad main kissi tarah se khud ko force karke 2 din baad hi Mumbai aaya... aur wo job accept ki.... unhone bola maheene kaa 20k aur main maan gaya... unhone bola ki kahani kaa bhi milega... maine aaj tak 35 hi kamaaye the... aur mujhe laga ki wo ek naa ek to nikaal lunga bas usakaa rate nahi bataya gaya aur maine kabhi poocha nahi jab tak ki mera rate poocha gaya... balki sunaya gaya... 22k I think... magar mere liye bahut tha... kyunki maine jitnaa socha tha utnaa nahi kamaa raha tha lekin jitnaa mil chuka tha utnaaa kamaane laga tha.
phir main to yahi maantaa tha ki mujhe writing nahi aati hai... aur main wo job par seekha with income ke liye join kar liya... phir to kahaniyaa likhtaa raha aur paise banate rahe.
Competition ke hisaab se kam bantaa lekin mehnat se kaaphi barabar karne ki koshish karne laga.... mujhe frustration ho rahi thi... lekin main ye soch raha tha ki main likhnaa hi kyaa jaantaa hun aur wahaan ke siwa koi option nahi tha... to main wo option barbaad nahi karna chahtaa tha.
es tarah se wo kam paiso kaa bojh badhtaa raha... usame charges ki koi badhotari nahi hoti... bas main jyada kaam nikaal kar manage karnaa seekh raha tha... aur phir ek din mujhe yakin ho gaya ki main us company me jitnaa kamata hun utnaa to freelance me bhi kamaa saktaa hun.
waise usake pahale maine jo freelance kiyaa tha usame 1 saal me 35k kamaya tha.... to wo ek tarah se wahi salary thi jo maine apni pahali tv writing me ek maheene me kamaya tha.
us waqt mujhe lag raha tha mere paas 1 aisa idea hai jo mujhe crorepati banaa dena.... aur itnaa ameer jo mera khwaab tha.
aur 1 lakh kaa kaam mil jaayega.... kyunki kaam mile aur maine unako karane me koi dilchaspi nahi dikhaayii aur wo mauke pata nahi kitnaa bante lekin nahi bane.
ek baar phir industry mujhe reject kar rahi hai... aur main industry me rahun yaa chala jaaun uspar vichar kar raha hun.
agar akhiri kaa part thoda jaldi me likh diya hai... ab agar aage kabhi esako likhane kaa man hoga to part 4 bhi aa jaayega.
dekhate hai!!!!
Wahaan 10k ghar kaa kiraya tha... aur biwi ke aane ke baad amine aaj tak kissi ko dosto ke saath rahte hue nahi dekha tha... to us hisab se main apni biwi se ye expect nahi kar sakataa tha ki wo esake wiprit kuch kare.
to 10k kaa kharch to makaan kaa hi hoga.. upar se ham 2 bhai bahut kanjooshi me.. naukraani kaa paisa bhi baat kar... khaane ke paise me ghaplaa karke kissi tarah apna kharch chala raha tha... maheene ke 15 - 20 yahi kamaa paaya tha.... haan serial ke episode likhane waalo ke 80k aur 1lakh ke cheque ki baat sun chuka tha.
to man tha ki kaheen waisa bhi ho jaayega to badhiya ho jaayega... lekin mujhe kaam kaun dega aur ata bhi to nahi hai.,.. to darate darate baat karta lekin kahin koi kaam nahi.... serial aur film me ad banane ka to main sochataa hi nahi tha.... kyunki usame 7k se lekar 25k yahi salary sunane ko mili thi... haan kuch log corporate films aur chief assistant ban gaye the... lekin main jo ek set se nikala huaa tha usake to kaheen lagane ke chance bahut kam the.
shadi najdeek aati gayi aur mere gale ke pas fanda kastaa jaa raha tha... yahaan sab kuch haath pair maarane ke baad bhi paise itne banate hue nahi dikh rahe the jisase khushi se raha jaa sake.
Khushi ko bhi yahaan define kartaa hun... ab hotel me khana... aur ladkiyo ke mahnge kapde khareedana.,.. aur phir ghar me kuch furniture and electronic... ye sab to mujhe jaroor hona chahiye wali category me thi... lekin main dubbing ke kaam me waapas jaakar bhi utnaa paisa nahi kamaa saktaa tha... serial writing me kuch kaam nahi mil raha tha... novel likh kar dekh chukla tha ki usako main nahi padhunga to aur kaun padhega.
saare senior writers ko phone nahi lagayaa hounga... lekin kaaphi ko phone kar diya tha... magar baat hoti thi bas kaam nahi mil raha tha.
ladki se baat hoti... aur phone kaa billl badhtaa jaa raha tha... itnaa bill to saayad maine usake pahale apni poori jindagi me jitni baat ki hogi usame bhi nahi kharch kiye honge.
upar se jab Gunjan baat karte samay hamesha hi bata deti ki wo kaheen ghumane nikli hai... dosto ke saath hia... aur usake kyaa kyaa shauk hai... en sab shauk se ek baat samajh me aa rahi thi ki ename se kuch mere bhi shauk the jinako main poora nahi kar paa raha tha.
to main Gunjan kaa shauk kaise poora karunga?? --- essi udher bun me meri saari taakat lagi hui thi.. phir maine ek din Virendra Shahaney ke yahaan job chod diya... kyunki mujhase kuch ho nahi raha tha aur main es bharoshe baitha hua tha ki wo kuch kaam laayenge to main to unake saath likh hi lunga. main 1 maheena aur job karta to muskil se 10k aur banate... yaa 20k lekin usase kuch hota nahi..
mujhe lagane lagaa tha ki main kaheen fans to nahi jaaunga... yahaan career choice aur apne upar kaaphi doubts hone lage... ek aur taajub ki baat thi ki Gunjan ke ghar waalo ke baare me jitna sunataa utnaa hi wo ameer lagate..... aur upar se usake aur mere ghar me ho rahe jhagade... waise main apne shadi ki kahani bataane lagaa.... filmo kaa safar batata hun.
to maine sab kuch chod kar... ye bhool kar ki kyaa hoga... apne 20k rupaye ke kapade khareed kar shadi ke liye chal diya.... ek aur doubt jo sath hi chal raha tha ki main sahi ladki se shadi to kar raha hun... kyunki love marriage aur arranged marriage kaa fark tab samajh aane laga tha.
ek me main ladki ko nahi jaantaa tha... aur apni sthiti ko dekh kar apne fanshane kaa dikh raha tha... maine apni ek girlfriend jisane mere I love you kaa reply I love you me diya tha... and I can call her one love.. and there was one way... but that case is different.. & I just gave thoughts to that aur agar wo stable hoti to saayad main jumop kar jata.... but she has lots of problems of her own and not even ready to move along.
ye ham dono ke beech sirf ek thought par hi rah gaya tha.
to meri jo sabase young girlfriend thi jisake saath maine kaaphi saare wo kaam kiye to jo bahut saare romantic movie ko mila diyaa jaaye jisame first love and innocent love ko define yaa phir bechane ki koshish ki gayi hai. to wo sab hamane kiyaa tha.
wahaan mila aur apne kai dosto se mila... ye samajhne ke liye ki jeevan me paise kamaane kaa aur kaun raasta hai... lekin saayad kuch se hi mila aur saayad unase hi mila jinako main jaantaa tha ki wo mere jaise hai... yaa phir wo jahaan hai wahaan se main bhi start kar saktaa hun.
lekin jaankar pata chala ki mera sochana galat tha.... first ki main har kaam sirf future security ke liye dhundh raha tha.... main clear nahi tha ki mujhe kyaa karnaa hai aur usake baare me industry information lun.
anyways acha experience raha... aur samajh me aaya ki sab mujhase bahut achi life jee rahe hai.... shadi ke pahale nahi aate the koi baat nahi lekin agar shadi ke baad kabhi aa gaye to kyaa main aur meri biwi us jaise gharo me unakaa swaagat karenge.
saayad wo phir kabhi hamlogo ke ghar laut kar bhi nahi aate.... aur main unake chehre par wo feeling soch kar hi darr jata tha... lekin raasta ab bhi kuch nahi tha.
mumbai waapas aaya aur yahaan aane ke pahale sabako ye bol diyaa ki bhai itne kaa job dilaa do... waise wo itnaa maine kabhi define nahi kiyaa tha... maine 35k max kamaaye the.... aur doosaro ko 50k banaate hue saamne dekh chuka tha.
to ye tha ki bhaai aisa kuch ho jo us 50 tak jaata ho to kaam ban jaayega.... aur phir shadi karke Gunjan ko Mumbai laya.... aur yahaan par hamane shadi ke baad ke kuch din bataaye... Mantu ek baar Gunjan ko Marine lines kitna ameer hai aur wahaan kitne bade log rahte hai... bata raha tha.... wahaan kai logo ko maine kapade pahale aur gaadi se utarte dekha aur mere ankho ke saamne us din wo mussebat phir dikhane lagaa... ki main kabhi itna ameer nahi ban paaunga.
lekin ye baat sach hai... ki unaki umar me main waise nahi jee paaunga... .kyunki ek to meri wo umar gujar chuki thi... aur utnaa paisa kamaane me mujhe waqt lagega... lekin ek din Unnat ko dekhkar khush ho saktaa hun... mujhe aise log dekhane chahiye jo mere jaise background se uth kar aaye aur yahaan mehnat aur imaandaari yaa gairimaandaari se wahaan pahunch gaye jahaan main pahunchna chaahunga.
to esase badhiya kuch hoga hi nahi....
khair us samay itni akal nahi thi... marine lines par aise kuch jagah the jahaan par main jana shaan samajhtaa tha... lekin us din Gunjan ko main wahaan nahi le jaa paaya.
aur us din mani pareshan ho gaya tha... mere paas ke paise khatam ho rahe the... aur Gunjan ko Varanashi pahunchana tha... aur usake baad bhi kuch paise hone chahiye the jisase kaam chal sake.
Virendra Shahaney ke yahaan kaa 10k kaa job bhi jaa chuka tha... ab us job ko maine doosara job liye bina kaise jaane diyaa... ye pareshan karne lagi... unake yahan wo 10k waala kaam bhi nahi mila.
Kai writers se baat karne ke baad Sampoorna Anand ke yahaan kaam mila... unhone 15 days ke probation par rakha.. esase pahale bhi probation par kaam kar chukaa tha to yakin tha probation nikal jaayega... main unaki story meeting attend karne laga.... wo kyaa discuss kar rahe the wo samajh hi nahi aata tha to usame main contribute kyaa karun...
unhone mujhe ye baat 2 din baad hi bata diya... ganeemat thi ki unhone mujhe ek screenplay sample --- ussi serial ke liye likhane ko diyaa... wo bhi unahe pasand nahi aaya... aur finally unhone pyaar se mujhe jaane ke liye kah diya.
us din meri fatt gayi thi... lagtaa tha ki koi kaam dega hi nahi.... jin senior writers se main baat kar raha tha wo sab umeed jagaate lekin aage ki baat karte the. umeed ke sahare makni tikaa tha lekin fatt rahi thi.... maine doosare raaste jo IIT coaching to Software yaa phir IIT aapas research karne ki taraf ishara kar rahe the.
maine maan liya tha ki agar mera film industry me kuch nahi ho paaya.... wo bhi kaheen se 50k... us samay mere liye yakin ki baat nahi thi ki mujhe itne paise mil sakte hai.
phir ek din Charmaine ne bataya ki Fireworks Aahat serial ke liye writers dhundh rahi hai... maine wahaan ke liye ek kahani likhi aur unako bhej dia... unase ek baar milane bhi gaya aur wo bhi theek thaak saa hi laga.
usako dene ke saath hi maine lapataganj me bhi kuch try maara tha.... yaa to ek episode ki kahani likh kar bheja tha -- i think yahi tha. Ab esake sia mujhe koi rasta nahi dikh raha tha... aur mani Pune chala gaya... wahaan jaakar dosto ke saath raha -- unaki sharaab aur cigarette.
kabhi kabhi lagtaa tha ki kyaa yahi mere ache dost hai... kyunki ye mujhe pilaate yaa bardaast karte hai... es baat ko to main aaj tak nahi samajh paya.
definition of friendship.
wahaan par jab tha to Lapataganj se bhi milane ko bulaya gaya aur fireworks se bhi... mujhe khushi fireworks ki thi ki wahan job type kaam tha... lekin ussi din mera pair toot gaya... aur main Mumbai nahi aa paya.... bahut pachtaa raha tha ki aakhir ye pair ko bhi abhi tootana tha.. meri baat par wo yakin nahi karenge aur meri job chali jaayegi.... tat episode is also good... ki main kitna pareshan hokar socha raha tha.. apne har ek baat ko sateek tareeke se rakhne ki koshish... jo huaa tha wo naa bata kar wo bataaun jisase sympathy aaye, mani bewakooph naa lagun.
waise ye sach to bahut kam logo ko bataya gaya ki aakhir pair sahi me kaise toota hai... usake baad main kissi tarah se khud ko force karke 2 din baad hi Mumbai aaya... aur wo job accept ki.... unhone bola maheene kaa 20k aur main maan gaya... unhone bola ki kahani kaa bhi milega... maine aaj tak 35 hi kamaaye the... aur mujhe laga ki wo ek naa ek to nikaal lunga bas usakaa rate nahi bataya gaya aur maine kabhi poocha nahi jab tak ki mera rate poocha gaya... balki sunaya gaya... 22k I think... magar mere liye bahut tha... kyunki maine jitnaa socha tha utnaa nahi kamaa raha tha lekin jitnaa mil chuka tha utnaaa kamaane laga tha.
phir main to yahi maantaa tha ki mujhe writing nahi aati hai... aur main wo job par seekha with income ke liye join kar liya... phir to kahaniyaa likhtaa raha aur paise banate rahe.
Competition ke hisaab se kam bantaa lekin mehnat se kaaphi barabar karne ki koshish karne laga.... mujhe frustration ho rahi thi... lekin main ye soch raha tha ki main likhnaa hi kyaa jaantaa hun aur wahaan ke siwa koi option nahi tha... to main wo option barbaad nahi karna chahtaa tha.
es tarah se wo kam paiso kaa bojh badhtaa raha... usame charges ki koi badhotari nahi hoti... bas main jyada kaam nikaal kar manage karnaa seekh raha tha... aur phir ek din mujhe yakin ho gaya ki main us company me jitnaa kamata hun utnaa to freelance me bhi kamaa saktaa hun.
waise usake pahale maine jo freelance kiyaa tha usame 1 saal me 35k kamaya tha.... to wo ek tarah se wahi salary thi jo maine apni pahali tv writing me ek maheene me kamaya tha.
us waqt mujhe lag raha tha mere paas 1 aisa idea hai jo mujhe crorepati banaa dena.... aur itnaa ameer jo mera khwaab tha.
aur 1 lakh kaa kaam mil jaayega.... kyunki kaam mile aur maine unako karane me koi dilchaspi nahi dikhaayii aur wo mauke pata nahi kitnaa bante lekin nahi bane.
ek baar phir industry mujhe reject kar rahi hai... aur main industry me rahun yaa chala jaaun uspar vichar kar raha hun.
agar akhiri kaa part thoda jaldi me likh diya hai... ab agar aage kabhi esako likhane kaa man hoga to part 4 bhi aa jaayega.
dekhate hai!!!!
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