mere ek dost kaa kahnaa hai "koi aadmi khud ko chutiyaa samajh kar nahi jee saktaa"
baat sahi hai --- lekin majority aisa bolti hai "khud ko improve karo"
Improve karne ke liye ye to samajhnaa bahut jaroori hai ki jo pichala hai wo kaam nahi kar raha hai -- wo aapka rawaiya ho, vichar ho, yaa phir najariya - waise en sabame mujhe bahut jyada difference nahi lagtaa hai.
ab jo kaam nahi kar raha hai --- usako ham Chutiyaa kahenge --- yaa phir koi aur ache sabdo me aisa hi kuch... lekin baat hai ki main aaj khud hi kaam [dysfunctional] nahi kar raha hun.
jaise ki koi nayi cheej ke baare me pata chali --- jo aaj tak mujhe pata nahi thi... aur mujhe bahut si baaton ke baare me generally nahi pata hota hai -- kyunki main kaaphi had tak antisocial hun.
khair baat ye hai ki jab us cheej ke baare me pata chal gayi -- -aur wo baat bahut hi achi hai yaa phir mere liye nayi hai --- to esame mujhe guilty feeling hoti hai ki mujhe kyun nahi pata thi.... lekin aisa hota hai aur sar dukhtaa hai.
saayad main wo ensaan hun --- jo khud ko chutiyaa samajh kar jee raha hai --- kyaa kabhi ye chutiyaa hone kaa kalank mit paayega --- magar us din main kaisa feel karunga??
Kyaa khud ke baare me confident feel karnaa wo feeling hogi.... har baat mujhe pata hogi... yaa jo nahi pata hogi usake liye main open rahunga aur curious and excited hokar sununga, samjhunga.
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