This attitude of looking small... negligent and being missed... completely ignored... down on earth or worst than that... down ko fallen bhi kah sakte hai.
to aisa kyun... duniya ke saare machatkaar aur hamara balaatkaar kisane kiya.... .waise to Mugal aur bahut se naam bhi dia jata hai... lekin wo unakaa haq tha kyunki wo waise hi the... sawabhav... deer kaa sabhav.. gaai kaa swaabhav... aur sher ka swaabhav.
to ye sab chal raha hai... ab maion jab bhi kuch idhar udhar karunga... yaa mujhe meri baatein duniya ke baaton se match karti hui nahi lagti hai.. to main thoda hideous ho jata tha.... ki enlogo ko naa pata chale tabhi acha hai... warna ye maarenge... sabake samane beijaat karenge... aaj bhi dukh hota hia ki main apne baap ke belt se maar khata tha... un 4 baahar baithe logo ke samne jo ghar aaye the.. saaayd uncle ke dost the aur chai pee rahe the... mere papa ke saayad koi dost nahi hai.
he is almost alone... cannt talk to anyone... very rigid... no coherence or just one coherence... world is unsafe... relatives are unsafe.... your own brother is unsafe.
so much insecurity... hatred for people... I found them good nature... lovely people.
but there are bad ones also... but they are few... yet its not an issue that things cannt be done.. you just have to keep calm... aaj aisa feel ho raha hai... ki padhai likhai karte samay kitne bandhe hue mahsoos karte the... kyunki ek jagah yaa ek thought par bahut der baithnaa hai... quick fix or enjoyment seeking people... .it might be with everyone or not.
to ab aisa lag raha hai ki yahaan to sala jyada padhai likhai hai... lekin chaaro taraf ghuma kar dekh raha hun to wahi haal har jagah hai.
writing as profession then you have to turn it in business.
kyunki agar ye business me turn nahi hoga... then you will be always doing part times... start doing it full time... with full attention.
Start trying out this career. By this year do all sort of things that a writer has to do.
don't be scared that you will be rejected.. yes i will... I m ready for that... difficult to find meeting... .maybe but I can so I will.
content nahi hai.. i will write that..
jama karunga ab...
aur ek kahani banaao aur usako bechane kaa soho... agale 4 maheene jeevan me phir se mastaane samay hone chahiye... usake baad bhi ye lessons mat bhoolana... these are very important... almost true to life.... keep dreaming every day... try doing those things... but don't leave job... except you can live for another six months on revenue.
revenue of company is very important... to ye defend to karna padega... ki company kaa revenue kahaan se aayega... bina kissi business ke company hi kyaa hai... aur agar usase enough paise nahi ban rahe hai to band karo... yaa tumane sahi se kiya hi nahi hai.
what can be said about this... ki mujhe lagtaa hai ki internet par films dikhaai jaaye.
upload kar do aur log dekhe... ye to tumhara maksad nahi ho saktaa hai.. kyunki mujhe ye kaise nahi pata hoga ki youtube hai... wahaan films dikhati hai.
par paisa kaise banega?? --- agar audience base ho... jo proven ho... to koi film wala hi paise de saktaa hai release karne ke liye... aur ham VOD kah kar hi pitch kar rahe hai... ek specific area se ham start karte hai.. agar Vasai ke aaspaas ke kuch logo ko ham es website aur es par dikhaayi jaane waali film ke baare me bataaye... aur ticket charge naa kare??
wo apne ghar ke baare me jhooth bol sakti hai... main yahaan har baat saaph rakhnaa chahtaa hun... seedha aadmi... gaai aadmi... abey yaar.... tumhaari siti bhi waisi hi baj rahi hai... aur bajti rahti hai... jitna pahale sochata hun utnaa kaam ke waqt sochna chahiye... abhi jana hai... aur soch rahe hai... kitna time main waste kartaa hun.
lag raha hai ki chalo agar writing me hi ghusna hai to kamse kam writing to kar raha hun.
es tarah se main aajkal 8 ghante writing to kar hi leta hun.
usame serial, film aur short film, business... sab likhata rahtaa hai... kuch product jaldi banane padenge.
phir unako lekar ghuma jaaye... abhi to ek kahani ke form me hi likh leta hun... aur usako jaa jaa kar sunaunga... mere andar heen bhaavna bahut hai.
jaise paas me har taraf makhiyaa bhinbhinaa rahi ho... lekin real life me aisa mere saath raha bhi hai... jab main gaamv me tha to wahaan makhiyaa bhinbhinaati thi... kaaphi saari ki main din me so nahi pata tha.... it as pattern in gaamv./.. or even in my side of villages... a person can sleep at any time.
that's natural for them... lekin ye sehar me itnaa normal nahi hai... yaa phir main gaamv me bhi apne bahut chote aur chuki nani ke yahaan rahtaa tha.... to wahaan aapko karne ke liye kkuch kaam koi dega nahi... haan aapka man lag raha hai to kariye aur nahi lagh raha hai to mat kariye.
lekin dadi ke yahaan aisa nahi hoga... log aapse salaah, sawaal aur saayad wo sab kare... jisako ragging kahte hai... ragged by strange people is always much harsh.... par pata nahi... kyunki ek side to maine dekha nahi... haan films me dikhaate hai... lekin real life me Pappu and Tinku singh... my cousins were having fun.
not that bad... my life story matches with stories of those 70's film... I think people were taught about that.... america ke ek college me ek chutiyaa launda college ke ladko ko goliyaa maar deta hai... aur usako ham yahaan national debate bana rahe hai... ye kaise ho saktaa hai??
ye kyun ho raha hai.... kal wo macbeth class 5 ke bacho ko padhaya jaa raha hai... waise to maine macbeth nahi padhi hai.. aur abhi man bhi nahi ho raha hai ki Sexpeare pata nahi kyun ab chidh ho rahi hai.
yahaan ke logo ki waat laga rakhi hai... maa baap ke khilaaph jhagade waali films... ab main ek baap hun aur mani apne baap ke baare me jaisa sochata tha waisa main nah chaahunga ki Unnat ke man me kabhi bhi aaye... that day it will break my heart.
My sweet kid... I always imagine of him... how smart he would be... someway a better me... usake aankho se ye duniyaa dekhane me acha lagega... lekin phir main uspar unhi museebaton kaa pahad daal raha hun... ye confused hai... khair wo samay ke saath aa jaayenge... waise maine kaaphi door tak planning karni hai... ek din baith kar kartaa hun... aur un sabako ab follow bhi karna hai... be sincere writer... take your responsibility to write. search for things that you need to write upon... it will be opinion or what... that I have to decide... there are many forms of writing... and I should start shining my basics... dekhate ho Chetan BHagat uncle kyaa mast life jee rahe hai... yahi to main plan nahi kar pata hun... par ye life hai... never compare yourself with anyone.... ab mera logic kah raha hai ki wo to behtar hai usase compare to ho saktaa hia... haan kissi aire gaire nathu khaire se compare mat kar dena bhai.
aaj najaro me gir jaane kaa bhi matlab samajh aaya... agar hamaare saath kaa hi aadmi.. in every sense, status and all... competition to jabardast hai.
yahi hai aankho me girnaa... apni najar me lekin nahi girnaa chahiye... kyunki main kuch kaam kar raha hun.... its my life & my story.... so I know how I am going... why should I tell someone... except when needed and that also few friends... not everyone
please pick your friends & a lifetime bond... dont fuck with people and friendship...
to aisa kyun... duniya ke saare machatkaar aur hamara balaatkaar kisane kiya.... .waise to Mugal aur bahut se naam bhi dia jata hai... lekin wo unakaa haq tha kyunki wo waise hi the... sawabhav... deer kaa sabhav.. gaai kaa swaabhav... aur sher ka swaabhav.
to ye sab chal raha hai... ab maion jab bhi kuch idhar udhar karunga... yaa mujhe meri baatein duniya ke baaton se match karti hui nahi lagti hai.. to main thoda hideous ho jata tha.... ki enlogo ko naa pata chale tabhi acha hai... warna ye maarenge... sabake samane beijaat karenge... aaj bhi dukh hota hia ki main apne baap ke belt se maar khata tha... un 4 baahar baithe logo ke samne jo ghar aaye the.. saaayd uncle ke dost the aur chai pee rahe the... mere papa ke saayad koi dost nahi hai.
he is almost alone... cannt talk to anyone... very rigid... no coherence or just one coherence... world is unsafe... relatives are unsafe.... your own brother is unsafe.
so much insecurity... hatred for people... I found them good nature... lovely people.
but there are bad ones also... but they are few... yet its not an issue that things cannt be done.. you just have to keep calm... aaj aisa feel ho raha hai... ki padhai likhai karte samay kitne bandhe hue mahsoos karte the... kyunki ek jagah yaa ek thought par bahut der baithnaa hai... quick fix or enjoyment seeking people... .it might be with everyone or not.
to ab aisa lag raha hai ki yahaan to sala jyada padhai likhai hai... lekin chaaro taraf ghuma kar dekh raha hun to wahi haal har jagah hai.
writing as profession then you have to turn it in business.
kyunki agar ye business me turn nahi hoga... then you will be always doing part times... start doing it full time... with full attention.
Start trying out this career. By this year do all sort of things that a writer has to do.
don't be scared that you will be rejected.. yes i will... I m ready for that... difficult to find meeting... .maybe but I can so I will.
content nahi hai.. i will write that..
jama karunga ab...
aur ek kahani banaao aur usako bechane kaa soho... agale 4 maheene jeevan me phir se mastaane samay hone chahiye... usake baad bhi ye lessons mat bhoolana... these are very important... almost true to life.... keep dreaming every day... try doing those things... but don't leave job... except you can live for another six months on revenue.
revenue of company is very important... to ye defend to karna padega... ki company kaa revenue kahaan se aayega... bina kissi business ke company hi kyaa hai... aur agar usase enough paise nahi ban rahe hai to band karo... yaa tumane sahi se kiya hi nahi hai.
what can be said about this... ki mujhe lagtaa hai ki internet par films dikhaai jaaye.
upload kar do aur log dekhe... ye to tumhara maksad nahi ho saktaa hai.. kyunki mujhe ye kaise nahi pata hoga ki youtube hai... wahaan films dikhati hai.
par paisa kaise banega?? --- agar audience base ho... jo proven ho... to koi film wala hi paise de saktaa hai release karne ke liye... aur ham VOD kah kar hi pitch kar rahe hai... ek specific area se ham start karte hai.. agar Vasai ke aaspaas ke kuch logo ko ham es website aur es par dikhaayi jaane waali film ke baare me bataaye... aur ticket charge naa kare??
wo apne ghar ke baare me jhooth bol sakti hai... main yahaan har baat saaph rakhnaa chahtaa hun... seedha aadmi... gaai aadmi... abey yaar.... tumhaari siti bhi waisi hi baj rahi hai... aur bajti rahti hai... jitna pahale sochata hun utnaa kaam ke waqt sochna chahiye... abhi jana hai... aur soch rahe hai... kitna time main waste kartaa hun.
lag raha hai ki chalo agar writing me hi ghusna hai to kamse kam writing to kar raha hun.
es tarah se main aajkal 8 ghante writing to kar hi leta hun.
usame serial, film aur short film, business... sab likhata rahtaa hai... kuch product jaldi banane padenge.
phir unako lekar ghuma jaaye... abhi to ek kahani ke form me hi likh leta hun... aur usako jaa jaa kar sunaunga... mere andar heen bhaavna bahut hai.
jaise paas me har taraf makhiyaa bhinbhinaa rahi ho... lekin real life me aisa mere saath raha bhi hai... jab main gaamv me tha to wahaan makhiyaa bhinbhinaati thi... kaaphi saari ki main din me so nahi pata tha.... it as pattern in gaamv./.. or even in my side of villages... a person can sleep at any time.
that's natural for them... lekin ye sehar me itnaa normal nahi hai... yaa phir main gaamv me bhi apne bahut chote aur chuki nani ke yahaan rahtaa tha.... to wahaan aapko karne ke liye kkuch kaam koi dega nahi... haan aapka man lag raha hai to kariye aur nahi lagh raha hai to mat kariye.
lekin dadi ke yahaan aisa nahi hoga... log aapse salaah, sawaal aur saayad wo sab kare... jisako ragging kahte hai... ragged by strange people is always much harsh.... par pata nahi... kyunki ek side to maine dekha nahi... haan films me dikhaate hai... lekin real life me Pappu and Tinku singh... my cousins were having fun.
not that bad... my life story matches with stories of those 70's film... I think people were taught about that.... america ke ek college me ek chutiyaa launda college ke ladko ko goliyaa maar deta hai... aur usako ham yahaan national debate bana rahe hai... ye kaise ho saktaa hai??
ye kyun ho raha hai.... kal wo macbeth class 5 ke bacho ko padhaya jaa raha hai... waise to maine macbeth nahi padhi hai.. aur abhi man bhi nahi ho raha hai ki Sexpeare pata nahi kyun ab chidh ho rahi hai.
yahaan ke logo ki waat laga rakhi hai... maa baap ke khilaaph jhagade waali films... ab main ek baap hun aur mani apne baap ke baare me jaisa sochata tha waisa main nah chaahunga ki Unnat ke man me kabhi bhi aaye... that day it will break my heart.
My sweet kid... I always imagine of him... how smart he would be... someway a better me... usake aankho se ye duniyaa dekhane me acha lagega... lekin phir main uspar unhi museebaton kaa pahad daal raha hun... ye confused hai... khair wo samay ke saath aa jaayenge... waise maine kaaphi door tak planning karni hai... ek din baith kar kartaa hun... aur un sabako ab follow bhi karna hai... be sincere writer... take your responsibility to write. search for things that you need to write upon... it will be opinion or what... that I have to decide... there are many forms of writing... and I should start shining my basics... dekhate ho Chetan BHagat uncle kyaa mast life jee rahe hai... yahi to main plan nahi kar pata hun... par ye life hai... never compare yourself with anyone.... ab mera logic kah raha hai ki wo to behtar hai usase compare to ho saktaa hia... haan kissi aire gaire nathu khaire se compare mat kar dena bhai.
aaj najaro me gir jaane kaa bhi matlab samajh aaya... agar hamaare saath kaa hi aadmi.. in every sense, status and all... competition to jabardast hai.
yahi hai aankho me girnaa... apni najar me lekin nahi girnaa chahiye... kyunki main kuch kaam kar raha hun.... its my life & my story.... so I know how I am going... why should I tell someone... except when needed and that also few friends... not everyone
please pick your friends & a lifetime bond... dont fuck with people and friendship...
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