nothing around now

I have been checking things from all anglke.
but they are always claculations doen in mind
the problem always remanis same
you just twist and turn it
though i have heard changing this way will rarely help

then i think of doing something

but i have to do something which can give me money

as final pursuit is also money

that's not much of a problem

not writing stories --- always felt asif cheated

looking for guidance

do you know north star

follow it

if you get a job -- get it

if you think that it will give a new exposure... also chance to work on moviedlx

god knows from which angle

but at least financial stability

and data figuring would really help

Enako kahe the ki 15 lakh de dijiye

lekin nahi mane --- ab VC ke paas wala maukaa aa gaya hai

yahi mujhe tab nakki karna tha

aur main wahaan se nikal bhaga

saayad ruk jana chahiye the

paise ki chinta ho rahi thi

jo pocket me the usase jyada ki aayenge kahaan se