to film kaa safar continue karta hun...
pahli baar jo film writing kaa kaam mila --- usake thoda aur detail me bataaunga.
mere filmi safar ka ek bahut hi purana aur kahun to sabase pahlaa mitra Rishi Raj... dono ki patati bahut hai --- lekin wo ek number kaa khayaali pulaav pakaa kar khaane wala hai magar usake hisaab se kaam nahi kartaa hai... sapne usake aakash se bhi unche hai aur mehnat saayad chinti se bhi choti... magar aadmi hai dilchasp aur isiliiye usake saath mera man lagtaa hai... mujhe hamesha se hi aise log pasand rahe jo saayad kuch unreal me believe karte hai... espar jyada ab vistaar me nahi jaaunga kyunki ye alag topic ho jaayega -- Rishi bhai sorry tere liye alag se samay dekar likhnaa padega.
To Rishi bhai ki contact bahut saare hai aur unhe ek had tak bade contact bhi kah sakte hai... kyunki wo sab paise kama rahe the aur theek thaak post par the... enhi contact me se kissi ne Rishi ko ek writer dhundhane ke liye kahaa thaa aur usane mera naam recommend kar diya.
I don't know ki usane mera naam kyun recommend kiya --- ye baat maine usase poochi bhi thi -- kyunki usake jaan pahchaan me main khud aise logo ko jaantaa tha jo TV aur films ke liye likh rahe the... mani to sirf dubbing kaa kaam kartaa tha aur dosto ke saath film ke idea discuss kiyaa kartaa tha. --- jo sirf 2 line ke idea se aage nahi jaate the.
waise ab yaad nahi ki Rishi ne koi jawaab diya tha yaa nahi.... lekin main Rishi ke saath us aadmi ke ghar pahunch gaya... unakaa naam tha "Bobby Bhosale" Balaji me writing kaa kaam kar chuke the aur kaaphi famous bhi the... mujhe laga ki chalo bhi ab mujhe writing samajh aa jaayegi... main unake ghar pahuncha aur unaka pahle to ghar dekh kar main surprise huaa --- kyunki yari road me 2 BHK akele ke liye afford kar pana badi baat thi -- -atleast meri najar me..
Bobby Bhosal kaa pahnawa bhi kaaphi dilchasp thaa... ek nightie type kaa --- I dont remember ki wo nightie hi thi yaa phir unhone kuch special banwaya tha. aur baatein bahut naptol kar karte the... khair baat start hui aur unhone mera halkaa saaa parichay poocha aur main behad taiyaar thaa ki es chote se interview ke baad mujhe yahaan se nikaal diyaa jaayega... he will catch ki main naa to creative aadmi hun aur writer to kaheen se bhi nahi hun.
khair baat start hui aur thodi der baad Ganja yaa Charas aisa kuch ciggerete laya gayaa... Jo Rishi bhi unake saath maje me join kar liya... mujhe laga ki bhaai ye to bilkul hi sahi jagah pahunch gaya hun kyunki mere college ke dinnno se hi jo bade bade singer the yaa phir kalaakaar un sabake baare me famous hai ki wo ganjeri aur drugs se bhara huaa jeevan jeete the... to ye baat to tai ho gayi ki ye aadmi kalaakar hai aur esaki sangatee me kissi tarah aa jaao... lekin jitnaa hi unaki sangati me aane ke liye main bechain ho raha tha utnaa hi es baat se bhi ki mujhe nikaal diyaa jaayega.... lekin main ek baat me confident tha ki main bhi agar ek cig maar lun phir to main apne inhibition se nikal kar pair bhi pakad lunga ki apni sangati me rakh lo.
lekin darr lag raha tha ki agar cigg maangaa to kaheen bura naa lag jaaye... Maine Rishi se ishaare me ek kash ke liye pooch to usane saayad unase pooche bina yaa pooch kar -- wo yaad nahi lekin cig meri taraf badha diya. maine jaldi jaldi 2-3 kash kheenche ki jaldi asar ho jaaye.
aur phir thodi der me cig ne asar karnaa start kar diya... ab main bhi kaaphi nashe me tha aur usake baad unake saath film par baat cheet start hui... aur maine unako impress karne ke liye yaa phri mujhe saayaad wo french aur hollywood ki filmein sahi me dimaag me ghushi hui thi --- unake byakhyaan ke baad Bobby saahab convince ho gaye ki main unaki kahani likhane ke liye sahi aadmi hun.
unhone phir mujhe apni kahani sunaai --- jisakaa mujhe sirf screenplay karnaa tha... lekin unaki kahani me 2-3 scenes se the... aur phir baaki sab unake hisaab se kaaphi obvious tha.. mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki esame to kahani hi nahi hai aur ye kah rahe hai ki esako poora screenplay karnaa hai.
es baat par maine unase thodi baat waat ki aur unhone mujhe samjhaya ki yahi sochanaa to mera kaam hai.... maine socha ki chalo kissi ne mujhe jimmedari di hai to esako karnaa to padega.... usake baad ham din raat sharaab peete, wo nashe wala cig peete -- nashe ki koi kami nahi thi jisake kaaran main thoda khush thaa lekin kuch baatein pareshan kar rahi thi.
kahani kahin badh nahi rahi thi --- aur main har din ek kissi film kaa reference dhundhataa aur unako sunata ki ye kaisa rahega and he liked... lekin mani confuse rahtaa ki main holywood waale film ki kahani ko actually unaki kahani me kaise fit karunga... baat kuch samajh nahi aati aur main unake saath discuss karne ki koshish kartaa jo kabhi poora nahi hota tha... Rishi es story development me kaaphi kam hissedari nibha raha tha.
Dusari chintaa ki es writing project ke liye koi paise nahi mil rahe the.. teesara chintaa ki mujhase pahale bhi kuch writer yahaan es kahani par haath aajmaa chuke the. ab mujhe samasyaa gambheer dikhane lagi ki aakhir meraa es writing project ke saath kitne lambe samay tak ristaa chalane wala hai. yahaan writing jis stage me thi usssi stage me distribution ke liye log aane lage... ajeebo gareeb log... kuch production me help karne waale... actor & actress.. aur musician.. mujhase as a writer music par aur kaunsi casting sahi rahegi usake baare me poocha jaata aur main koi bhi raai dene me asafal ho jata.
Mujhe ab aisa lagane laga ki film to ban jaayegi lekin main es film me bahut din tak nahi tik paaunga.... par taajub ki ek aur baat hui jab mujhe ye pata chala ki us film me lead role koi aur nahi balki Bobby Bhosale hi nibhaane waale hai.
ye surprise bhi thaa aur esase ek aur baat tai ho gayi ki ye film nahi banegi aur banegi bhi to flop hi hogi.... Bobby pahale se hi star nakhade uthaa rahe the aur chuki wo producer bhi the to unake saamane koi boltaa nahi tha... aur jo boltaa tha usako wo kissi tarah chup kara diyaa karte the.
aakhirkaar paise ki kami hone lagi aur phir ek din Bobby wahaan se gaayab ho gaye... kissi ko pata nahi thaa ki wo achanak kahaan gaayab ho gaye the... baaki jo huaa tha wo sab personal hai aur usakaa mere filmy safar se koi connection nahi hai.
ek jo interesting kaam huaa wo ye thaa ki Bobby ke yahaan aaye hue ek aadmi ne ek film likhane kaa kaam diya aur usake liye 10 lakh ki rakam bhi tai hui... aisa pahali baar huaa tha aur itni badi rakam dene kaa koi waada kar raha tha ye sunkar dil aur dimaag khush ho gaya.
bas maine kasan khaai ki es kaam ko seriously kiya jaayega --- aur Rishi Raj ne bhi haami bhar di.
Phir hame kahani kaa idea sunaya gaya... sunane me dilchasp laga par girl centric tha and melodramatic to samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki esko main likh paaunga bhi yaa nahi.
Usake baad kahani likhane ki jung start hui aur mujhe Rishi par bharosha thaa aur usako mujhpar lekin kaam dono me se koi bhi nahi kartaa tha... mujhe to ye bahana tha ki maine aaj tak kahani nahi likhi to mujhe idea hi nahi hai... wo koi bahana boltaa nahi tha aur hamesha hi likhane baith jata tha jo mujhe bilkul hi pasand nahi aata tha.
Har kuch dinno par hame kahani sunane jana hota aur ham darate hue aakhiri raat ko likhane baithate --- jaise exam ke pichale raat ko padhane ke liye baithate the... aur phir thodi der baat karte aur so jaate... subah uth kar kuch idhar udhar likhate aur darte hue office pahunchate.
Wahaan writers ke naam par hamlogo ko kaaphi ijjat milti thi... aur kahaani sunane ke liye wo log hamaari taraf utsuk najaro se dekhate... phir hamlog jo tooti footi likhe hote wo suna dete... uspar unlogo ke comment aate aur tarah tarah ke suggestions.. bas un suggestions ko ham note karnaa start kar dete aur phir hame aglaa task miltaa ki un suggestions ko hame incorporate karnaa hai... ham kuch der chain ki saans lete ki chalo aakhirkaar aaj kaa kaam ho gaya... ab agale baar ek dam man lagaa kar likhaa jaayega.
lekin wahaan se nikalane ke baad wahi hota jo pichale baar ho chukaa tha... kai baar meetings hui aur hame paise bhi mile... aur un paison ke saath thodi guilt feeling bhi aayi ki hamane kuch kaam to kiyaa nahi hai faaltu ke paise udaa rahe hai... Rishi lekin adamant tha ki sab sahi chal rahaa hai yaa phir wo hamesha se aisa hi confident rahtaa tha.
Maine socha ki ye ek acha maukaa hai film banaane kaa esako haath se jaane nahi dena chahiye... lekin mujhe writing aati nahi thi aur maine socha ki kissi ache writer ko pakad letaa hun aur unase writing seekh lunga taaki ye project complete kar sakun aur maine Virendra Shahney ke yahaan kaam pakad liya.... unahone mera test liya aur unako meri writing pasand aayi... mera himmat thoda badha lekin samajh me nahi aaya ki mujhe to writing aati hi nahi hai aur ye kah rahe hai ki meri writing achi hai.
Khair main unake yahaan writing seekhane lagaa, actually unhone mujhe ek aur film ki kahani ke idea par likhane kaa kaam diyaa jisako maine likhnaa start kiyaa... wahaan maine kuch trick seekhe aur finally wo tricks bhi aundhe muh gir gaye aur kahani kaheen bhi aage nahi badh rahi thi... dono kahaniyaa lachar sthiti me thi aur main har din kahani ko behtar aur behtar likhane ki koshish kartaa aur naakaam ho jata.
Finally, ladki waale film ke main producer India aaye... and first time maine ek aise aadmi ke baare me suna jo itnaa ameer tha... -- nahi main pahle bhi sun chuka tha lekin dekha aur mila pahli baar tha --- jo India me naa rahte hue bhi hotel me apne kamare book kiyaa rahtaa hai.
unhone kahani suni jo unhe bilkul pasand nahi aayi.. even wo setup and everything nonsense lagaa aur unake dimaag me film ko lekar apne pictures the. --- jo door door tak es film se match nahi kar rahe the... maine jo kai hollywood filmo ke reference jo es kahani ko likhate samay liye the wo kahane ke mujhe mauke hi nahi mile... aur mujhe lag raha tha ki koi faayada nahi hoga.
finally usake baad se wo project band saa hi ho gaya... maine bhi jyada jor nahi diyaa kyunki dar tha ki kaheen wo paise waapas naa maang le aur doosari taraf kahani likhane se main waise hi darane lagaa tha.
ab main Virendra Sahaney ke yahaan full time job kar raha tha... aur wahaan us film kaa to kuch ho nahi raha tha.... siwaaye ki maine wo saare kaam kar daale jo maine script writing waale do yourself waale kitaab me padhe the... tabhi wahaan ek serial ke writing kaa kaam ek ladki kiyaa karti thi.
agale janam mohe bitiya hi kijo.... wo setup UP kaa tha to mujhe samajh aa raha tha... aur wo ladki jo likh rahi thi wo kaheen se bhi satisfactory standard kaa nahi tha... to mujhe ek din haath aajmaane ko kahaa gaya.... phir maine haath aajmaaya aur jo likha huaa tha wo acha to nahi tha... haan bas action par jyada detail tha jabki wo sajaawat aur aaspaas ke deewaro aur characters ne kya pahan rakha hai usako bataane me kaaphi badh chadh kar likhi thi.
Phir ek din us ladki ko nikaal diyaa gaya... rochana uskaa naam tha... aur main wo serial likhane laga... jaise jaise main usako likhane laga aur chuki mere paas sirf wahi ek kaam tha to main uspar din raat sochataa rahtaa tha... galtiyaa bhi bahut hoti thi... kai scenes aise hi likh deta tha... wahaan par Virendra shahaney kko phir sahi karte hue dekha to acha laga.. ki kaise kahani me twist aur bolne me andaaj laya jata hai.
pata nahi main kitnaa samajh paaya aur likhte samay kitnaa usako follow kar paaya lekin episode unlogo ko theek lagane lage... siwaaye channel ke saayad... aur phir ek din wo serial haath se nikal gaya.. virendra shahaney ke aur mere bhi. mujhe lagtaa tha ki main usako acha likh saktaa tha... lekin kahani aisa to hai nahi ki kaheeen likhi hoti hai.. wo to har din kaam karte karte banti jaati hai.
usake baad maine ek horror serial Shree likhnaa start kiyaa.... jisame again mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kyaa likhun... aur wo bhi ek episode ke baad haath se chala gaya... usake baad Bidaai karke serial aaya... maine ek episode likha jo channel ko bahut hi kharaab lagaa... phir mujhase wo bhi cheen liyaa gaya... us din samajh me nahi aaya ki kyaa huaa hai.
phir main kuch maheeno tak story likhanaa seekhane lagaa.... short stories padhtaa... novels padhtaa aur maheene ke 10k milte usame khush rahtaa... naa koi kaam kaa pressure tha aur bakar karne ko bhi milta.
mujhe har din ek short story agle 10 din me deliver karne kaa kaam mila... aur maine likhnaa start kar diyaa... 10 din me wo 10 stories likh bhi daala aur maja bhi aaya lekin usako novel me chapwaane kaa jo plan tha wo aage execute nahi ho paya... ek to main kabhi apni kahaniyo ko edit nahi kar pata tha.. jaisa likhtaa sochta ki waisi hi achi hai.
Essi beech mujhe dar lagane laga kyunki mere saath ke writer 50 - 80k yaa usase bhi jyada kamaa rahe the.. aur main unase bahut kam kamaa raha tha.... aisa kyun ho rahaa tha ye mujhe samajh nahi aaya.... ek to mujhe hamesha lagtaa ki meri writing weak hai to main kaheen try bhi nahi kartaa tha.... hamesha Virendra shahaney se request kartaa ki wo ek show le le jisake kaaran main unake guidance me likhtaa rahunga.
lekin wo bhi koi show nahi le rahe the ki show likh kar kyaa karoge... aise hi wo chalta raha... maheena aur usake baad maheena beetata raha lekin naa main kaam dhundhane gayaa aur naa wo koi kaam lekar aaye.
phir ek din laaptaganj ke creative director kaa number and reference mil gaya... aur wahaan jaakar kaam start kiya to wahaan bhi kahani paas nahi hui.
ab to mere haath pair phoolane lage the... ki aakhir aise kaise chalega... unhi dino me meri shadi tai ho gayi...
ab to jaise mujhe chakkar aane start ho gaye... aakhir ye 10k me kaise kaam chalega... shaadi ki baat aage badhati gayi aur meri pareshani bhi... samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki mera to koi contact bhi nahi hai... aakhir es tarah se kaise kaam chalega???
to be continued...
pahli baar jo film writing kaa kaam mila --- usake thoda aur detail me bataaunga.
mere filmi safar ka ek bahut hi purana aur kahun to sabase pahlaa mitra Rishi Raj... dono ki patati bahut hai --- lekin wo ek number kaa khayaali pulaav pakaa kar khaane wala hai magar usake hisaab se kaam nahi kartaa hai... sapne usake aakash se bhi unche hai aur mehnat saayad chinti se bhi choti... magar aadmi hai dilchasp aur isiliiye usake saath mera man lagtaa hai... mujhe hamesha se hi aise log pasand rahe jo saayad kuch unreal me believe karte hai... espar jyada ab vistaar me nahi jaaunga kyunki ye alag topic ho jaayega -- Rishi bhai sorry tere liye alag se samay dekar likhnaa padega.
To Rishi bhai ki contact bahut saare hai aur unhe ek had tak bade contact bhi kah sakte hai... kyunki wo sab paise kama rahe the aur theek thaak post par the... enhi contact me se kissi ne Rishi ko ek writer dhundhane ke liye kahaa thaa aur usane mera naam recommend kar diya.
I don't know ki usane mera naam kyun recommend kiya --- ye baat maine usase poochi bhi thi -- kyunki usake jaan pahchaan me main khud aise logo ko jaantaa tha jo TV aur films ke liye likh rahe the... mani to sirf dubbing kaa kaam kartaa tha aur dosto ke saath film ke idea discuss kiyaa kartaa tha. --- jo sirf 2 line ke idea se aage nahi jaate the.
waise ab yaad nahi ki Rishi ne koi jawaab diya tha yaa nahi.... lekin main Rishi ke saath us aadmi ke ghar pahunch gaya... unakaa naam tha "Bobby Bhosale" Balaji me writing kaa kaam kar chuke the aur kaaphi famous bhi the... mujhe laga ki chalo bhi ab mujhe writing samajh aa jaayegi... main unake ghar pahuncha aur unaka pahle to ghar dekh kar main surprise huaa --- kyunki yari road me 2 BHK akele ke liye afford kar pana badi baat thi -- -atleast meri najar me..
Bobby Bhosal kaa pahnawa bhi kaaphi dilchasp thaa... ek nightie type kaa --- I dont remember ki wo nightie hi thi yaa phir unhone kuch special banwaya tha. aur baatein bahut naptol kar karte the... khair baat start hui aur unhone mera halkaa saaa parichay poocha aur main behad taiyaar thaa ki es chote se interview ke baad mujhe yahaan se nikaal diyaa jaayega... he will catch ki main naa to creative aadmi hun aur writer to kaheen se bhi nahi hun.
khair baat start hui aur thodi der baad Ganja yaa Charas aisa kuch ciggerete laya gayaa... Jo Rishi bhi unake saath maje me join kar liya... mujhe laga ki bhaai ye to bilkul hi sahi jagah pahunch gaya hun kyunki mere college ke dinnno se hi jo bade bade singer the yaa phir kalaakaar un sabake baare me famous hai ki wo ganjeri aur drugs se bhara huaa jeevan jeete the... to ye baat to tai ho gayi ki ye aadmi kalaakar hai aur esaki sangatee me kissi tarah aa jaao... lekin jitnaa hi unaki sangati me aane ke liye main bechain ho raha tha utnaa hi es baat se bhi ki mujhe nikaal diyaa jaayega.... lekin main ek baat me confident tha ki main bhi agar ek cig maar lun phir to main apne inhibition se nikal kar pair bhi pakad lunga ki apni sangati me rakh lo.
lekin darr lag raha tha ki agar cigg maangaa to kaheen bura naa lag jaaye... Maine Rishi se ishaare me ek kash ke liye pooch to usane saayad unase pooche bina yaa pooch kar -- wo yaad nahi lekin cig meri taraf badha diya. maine jaldi jaldi 2-3 kash kheenche ki jaldi asar ho jaaye.
aur phir thodi der me cig ne asar karnaa start kar diya... ab main bhi kaaphi nashe me tha aur usake baad unake saath film par baat cheet start hui... aur maine unako impress karne ke liye yaa phri mujhe saayaad wo french aur hollywood ki filmein sahi me dimaag me ghushi hui thi --- unake byakhyaan ke baad Bobby saahab convince ho gaye ki main unaki kahani likhane ke liye sahi aadmi hun.
unhone phir mujhe apni kahani sunaai --- jisakaa mujhe sirf screenplay karnaa tha... lekin unaki kahani me 2-3 scenes se the... aur phir baaki sab unake hisaab se kaaphi obvious tha.. mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki esame to kahani hi nahi hai aur ye kah rahe hai ki esako poora screenplay karnaa hai.
es baat par maine unase thodi baat waat ki aur unhone mujhe samjhaya ki yahi sochanaa to mera kaam hai.... maine socha ki chalo kissi ne mujhe jimmedari di hai to esako karnaa to padega.... usake baad ham din raat sharaab peete, wo nashe wala cig peete -- nashe ki koi kami nahi thi jisake kaaran main thoda khush thaa lekin kuch baatein pareshan kar rahi thi.
kahani kahin badh nahi rahi thi --- aur main har din ek kissi film kaa reference dhundhataa aur unako sunata ki ye kaisa rahega and he liked... lekin mani confuse rahtaa ki main holywood waale film ki kahani ko actually unaki kahani me kaise fit karunga... baat kuch samajh nahi aati aur main unake saath discuss karne ki koshish kartaa jo kabhi poora nahi hota tha... Rishi es story development me kaaphi kam hissedari nibha raha tha.
Dusari chintaa ki es writing project ke liye koi paise nahi mil rahe the.. teesara chintaa ki mujhase pahale bhi kuch writer yahaan es kahani par haath aajmaa chuke the. ab mujhe samasyaa gambheer dikhane lagi ki aakhir meraa es writing project ke saath kitne lambe samay tak ristaa chalane wala hai. yahaan writing jis stage me thi usssi stage me distribution ke liye log aane lage... ajeebo gareeb log... kuch production me help karne waale... actor & actress.. aur musician.. mujhase as a writer music par aur kaunsi casting sahi rahegi usake baare me poocha jaata aur main koi bhi raai dene me asafal ho jata.
Mujhe ab aisa lagane laga ki film to ban jaayegi lekin main es film me bahut din tak nahi tik paaunga.... par taajub ki ek aur baat hui jab mujhe ye pata chala ki us film me lead role koi aur nahi balki Bobby Bhosale hi nibhaane waale hai.
ye surprise bhi thaa aur esase ek aur baat tai ho gayi ki ye film nahi banegi aur banegi bhi to flop hi hogi.... Bobby pahale se hi star nakhade uthaa rahe the aur chuki wo producer bhi the to unake saamane koi boltaa nahi tha... aur jo boltaa tha usako wo kissi tarah chup kara diyaa karte the.
aakhirkaar paise ki kami hone lagi aur phir ek din Bobby wahaan se gaayab ho gaye... kissi ko pata nahi thaa ki wo achanak kahaan gaayab ho gaye the... baaki jo huaa tha wo sab personal hai aur usakaa mere filmy safar se koi connection nahi hai.
ek jo interesting kaam huaa wo ye thaa ki Bobby ke yahaan aaye hue ek aadmi ne ek film likhane kaa kaam diya aur usake liye 10 lakh ki rakam bhi tai hui... aisa pahali baar huaa tha aur itni badi rakam dene kaa koi waada kar raha tha ye sunkar dil aur dimaag khush ho gaya.
bas maine kasan khaai ki es kaam ko seriously kiya jaayega --- aur Rishi Raj ne bhi haami bhar di.
Phir hame kahani kaa idea sunaya gaya... sunane me dilchasp laga par girl centric tha and melodramatic to samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki esko main likh paaunga bhi yaa nahi.
Usake baad kahani likhane ki jung start hui aur mujhe Rishi par bharosha thaa aur usako mujhpar lekin kaam dono me se koi bhi nahi kartaa tha... mujhe to ye bahana tha ki maine aaj tak kahani nahi likhi to mujhe idea hi nahi hai... wo koi bahana boltaa nahi tha aur hamesha hi likhane baith jata tha jo mujhe bilkul hi pasand nahi aata tha.
Har kuch dinno par hame kahani sunane jana hota aur ham darate hue aakhiri raat ko likhane baithate --- jaise exam ke pichale raat ko padhane ke liye baithate the... aur phir thodi der baat karte aur so jaate... subah uth kar kuch idhar udhar likhate aur darte hue office pahunchate.
Wahaan writers ke naam par hamlogo ko kaaphi ijjat milti thi... aur kahaani sunane ke liye wo log hamaari taraf utsuk najaro se dekhate... phir hamlog jo tooti footi likhe hote wo suna dete... uspar unlogo ke comment aate aur tarah tarah ke suggestions.. bas un suggestions ko ham note karnaa start kar dete aur phir hame aglaa task miltaa ki un suggestions ko hame incorporate karnaa hai... ham kuch der chain ki saans lete ki chalo aakhirkaar aaj kaa kaam ho gaya... ab agale baar ek dam man lagaa kar likhaa jaayega.
lekin wahaan se nikalane ke baad wahi hota jo pichale baar ho chukaa tha... kai baar meetings hui aur hame paise bhi mile... aur un paison ke saath thodi guilt feeling bhi aayi ki hamane kuch kaam to kiyaa nahi hai faaltu ke paise udaa rahe hai... Rishi lekin adamant tha ki sab sahi chal rahaa hai yaa phir wo hamesha se aisa hi confident rahtaa tha.
Maine socha ki ye ek acha maukaa hai film banaane kaa esako haath se jaane nahi dena chahiye... lekin mujhe writing aati nahi thi aur maine socha ki kissi ache writer ko pakad letaa hun aur unase writing seekh lunga taaki ye project complete kar sakun aur maine Virendra Shahney ke yahaan kaam pakad liya.... unahone mera test liya aur unako meri writing pasand aayi... mera himmat thoda badha lekin samajh me nahi aaya ki mujhe to writing aati hi nahi hai aur ye kah rahe hai ki meri writing achi hai.
Khair main unake yahaan writing seekhane lagaa, actually unhone mujhe ek aur film ki kahani ke idea par likhane kaa kaam diyaa jisako maine likhnaa start kiyaa... wahaan maine kuch trick seekhe aur finally wo tricks bhi aundhe muh gir gaye aur kahani kaheen bhi aage nahi badh rahi thi... dono kahaniyaa lachar sthiti me thi aur main har din kahani ko behtar aur behtar likhane ki koshish kartaa aur naakaam ho jata.
Finally, ladki waale film ke main producer India aaye... and first time maine ek aise aadmi ke baare me suna jo itnaa ameer tha... -- nahi main pahle bhi sun chuka tha lekin dekha aur mila pahli baar tha --- jo India me naa rahte hue bhi hotel me apne kamare book kiyaa rahtaa hai.
unhone kahani suni jo unhe bilkul pasand nahi aayi.. even wo setup and everything nonsense lagaa aur unake dimaag me film ko lekar apne pictures the. --- jo door door tak es film se match nahi kar rahe the... maine jo kai hollywood filmo ke reference jo es kahani ko likhate samay liye the wo kahane ke mujhe mauke hi nahi mile... aur mujhe lag raha tha ki koi faayada nahi hoga.
finally usake baad se wo project band saa hi ho gaya... maine bhi jyada jor nahi diyaa kyunki dar tha ki kaheen wo paise waapas naa maang le aur doosari taraf kahani likhane se main waise hi darane lagaa tha.
ab main Virendra Sahaney ke yahaan full time job kar raha tha... aur wahaan us film kaa to kuch ho nahi raha tha.... siwaaye ki maine wo saare kaam kar daale jo maine script writing waale do yourself waale kitaab me padhe the... tabhi wahaan ek serial ke writing kaa kaam ek ladki kiyaa karti thi.
agale janam mohe bitiya hi kijo.... wo setup UP kaa tha to mujhe samajh aa raha tha... aur wo ladki jo likh rahi thi wo kaheen se bhi satisfactory standard kaa nahi tha... to mujhe ek din haath aajmaane ko kahaa gaya.... phir maine haath aajmaaya aur jo likha huaa tha wo acha to nahi tha... haan bas action par jyada detail tha jabki wo sajaawat aur aaspaas ke deewaro aur characters ne kya pahan rakha hai usako bataane me kaaphi badh chadh kar likhi thi.
Phir ek din us ladki ko nikaal diyaa gaya... rochana uskaa naam tha... aur main wo serial likhane laga... jaise jaise main usako likhane laga aur chuki mere paas sirf wahi ek kaam tha to main uspar din raat sochataa rahtaa tha... galtiyaa bhi bahut hoti thi... kai scenes aise hi likh deta tha... wahaan par Virendra shahaney kko phir sahi karte hue dekha to acha laga.. ki kaise kahani me twist aur bolne me andaaj laya jata hai.
pata nahi main kitnaa samajh paaya aur likhte samay kitnaa usako follow kar paaya lekin episode unlogo ko theek lagane lage... siwaaye channel ke saayad... aur phir ek din wo serial haath se nikal gaya.. virendra shahaney ke aur mere bhi. mujhe lagtaa tha ki main usako acha likh saktaa tha... lekin kahani aisa to hai nahi ki kaheeen likhi hoti hai.. wo to har din kaam karte karte banti jaati hai.
usake baad maine ek horror serial Shree likhnaa start kiyaa.... jisame again mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kyaa likhun... aur wo bhi ek episode ke baad haath se chala gaya... usake baad Bidaai karke serial aaya... maine ek episode likha jo channel ko bahut hi kharaab lagaa... phir mujhase wo bhi cheen liyaa gaya... us din samajh me nahi aaya ki kyaa huaa hai.
phir main kuch maheeno tak story likhanaa seekhane lagaa.... short stories padhtaa... novels padhtaa aur maheene ke 10k milte usame khush rahtaa... naa koi kaam kaa pressure tha aur bakar karne ko bhi milta.
mujhe har din ek short story agle 10 din me deliver karne kaa kaam mila... aur maine likhnaa start kar diyaa... 10 din me wo 10 stories likh bhi daala aur maja bhi aaya lekin usako novel me chapwaane kaa jo plan tha wo aage execute nahi ho paya... ek to main kabhi apni kahaniyo ko edit nahi kar pata tha.. jaisa likhtaa sochta ki waisi hi achi hai.
Essi beech mujhe dar lagane laga kyunki mere saath ke writer 50 - 80k yaa usase bhi jyada kamaa rahe the.. aur main unase bahut kam kamaa raha tha.... aisa kyun ho rahaa tha ye mujhe samajh nahi aaya.... ek to mujhe hamesha lagtaa ki meri writing weak hai to main kaheen try bhi nahi kartaa tha.... hamesha Virendra shahaney se request kartaa ki wo ek show le le jisake kaaran main unake guidance me likhtaa rahunga.
lekin wo bhi koi show nahi le rahe the ki show likh kar kyaa karoge... aise hi wo chalta raha... maheena aur usake baad maheena beetata raha lekin naa main kaam dhundhane gayaa aur naa wo koi kaam lekar aaye.
phir ek din laaptaganj ke creative director kaa number and reference mil gaya... aur wahaan jaakar kaam start kiya to wahaan bhi kahani paas nahi hui.
ab to mere haath pair phoolane lage the... ki aakhir aise kaise chalega... unhi dino me meri shadi tai ho gayi...
ab to jaise mujhe chakkar aane start ho gaye... aakhir ye 10k me kaise kaam chalega... shaadi ki baat aage badhati gayi aur meri pareshani bhi... samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki mera to koi contact bhi nahi hai... aakhir es tarah se kaise kaam chalega???
to be continued...
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